I Give Up

Setelah sekian lama gue putus dari Komang, sekarang gue baru sadar kalo gue udah lama nge-jomblo setiap gue minta keorang orang buat cariin gue cowo jawab mereka pasti "ya ampun sin kamu kan deket sama cowo udah banyak?" atau ngga gini "makanya kalo deketin cowo satu aja biar fokus" dan yang tragis "lu kan skiller pake jurus lu dong"
Mereka gatau cowo-cowo yang biasanya ada disekitar gue itu cuman temen, kalo pun emang  yang ada nyekil gitu gue suka rada ga tertarik sama sekilannya, GUE BUTUH YANG MENANTANG COY dan Tuhan memberikan seseorang he's name
FAJAR SIDIK
Dia mantannya temen gue si Aurora, mereka pacaran sebentar cuman 2minggu kara si cowo, dan pertama dia nginpit pin gue chat sama gue sekilannya? it's so ordinary haha sekilan anak 15 semuanya udah gue jabanin.
pertamanya gue sama sekali ga tertarik, dari segi fisik gue suka dia tinggi dia ga riwil kaya cowo jaman sekarang,  sikaap? yes I like it dia sopan sekali ya tuhan sama orang tua aku. Tapi yang gue kecewain dia very stupid!bodoh goblok dungu bego bebal jahil bloon.
Bahkan temen-temenya aja manggil dia "pinter" dan banyak yang bilang dia mirip sama Aris, You know lah Aris gimana? ganteng gileeeek
Pertamanya gue nyerah it's impossible gue deket sama dia apalagi pacaran sama dia, apalagi anak 15 tuh "kesetiannya dipertanyakan"
akhirnya gue luncurin juga jurus 2pekan gue haha :))

Matahari

Tertutup sudah pintu, pintu hatiku

Yang pernah dibuka waktu hanya untukmu

Kini kau pergi dari hidupku

Aku harus relakanmu walaupun aku tak mau

Berjuta warna pelangi di dalam hati ini 

Sejenak luluh bergeming menjauh pergi

Nggak ada lagi cahaya suci

Semua nada beranjak meninggi, aku terdiam 

Dengarlah matahari, suara tangisan ini

Aku bersedih karena panah cinta menusuk

Ucapkan matahari , puisi tentang hidup

Tentang aku yang nggak mampu menaklukkan waktu

Berjuta warna pelangi di dalam hati

Sejenak luluh bergeming menjauh pergi

Tak ada lagi cahaya suci

Semua nada beranjak, aku terdiam

Dengarlah matahariku, suara tangisanku

Aku bersedih karena panah cinta menusuk

BEOTCH

Nyesel banget gue minta maaf sama lo pecun
Ngomong sama gue, gue ga boleh deketin mantan gue lagi gara-gara mantan gue sekarang pacar temen lo. Okey gue jauhin yah! EH lo speak doang
Sabtu kemaren lo jalan sama siapa? PACAR TEMEN LO SENDIRI
Babi lo cepet mati deh

Ga takut gue sama lo, mau gelut sekarang? ya ayo gue ladenin

TAU?

EH LO TAU GA HARI INI HA HA BANGET

I love you and I must have you

Gue akan memperjuangkan perasaan gue sampai akhir waktunya gue untuk meninggal. Terserah mereka mau bilang gue gila, what's wrong? Kalo mereka sayang sama seseorang pasti dia bakalan berusaha buat ngedapetinnya kan? ya mungkin tergantung perjuangannya juga kalo mereka belum terlalu kuat mungkin mereka bakalan tumbang.
Tapi ngga dengan gue

What will happen I will try to defend my feelings. I hope he's mine for today and for the father of my child

The Scientist - COLDPLAY

Ini lagu cocok di sore hari disaat kita punya kesalahan yang belum dimaafkan


Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry
You don't know how lovely you are

I had to find you
Tell you I need you
Tell you I've set you apart

Tell me your secrets
And ask me your questions
Oh, let's go back to the start

Running in circles
Coming up tails
Heads on the science apart

Nobody said it was easy
It's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard

Oh take me back to the start

I was just guessing
At numbers and figures
Pulling the puzzles apart

Questions of science
Science and progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart

Oh tell me you love me
Come back and haunt me
Oh and I rush to the start

Running in circles
Chasing our tails
Coming back as we are

Nobody said it was easy
Oh, it's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard

I’m going back to the start

Don't Go Away- Oasis

Buat malem buat ngerenung buat galau

A Cold and frosty morning there's not a lot to say
About the things caught in my mind
As the day was dawning my plane flew away
With all the things caught in my mind
And I wanna be there when you're...
Coming down
And I wanna be there when you hit the ground
So don't go away say what you say
But say that you'll stay
Forever and a day...in the time of my life
Cos I need more time yes I need more time
Just to make things right
Damn my situation and the games I have to play
With all the things caught in my mind
Damn my education I can't find the words to say
About all the things caught in my mind
Me and you what's going on?
All we seem to know is how to show
The feelings that are wrong